A Clearing

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I’ve listened to my body telling me to stop before the injury gets worse. First my shin, then my hamstring and most recently my Achilles. I waited patiently doing all that I could to help myself heal completely. Now that I’m healed it feels like I’m starting over. The run is slower, harder both mentally and physically. I won’t quit though. I’ll get back to the place I was at once before and just when it starts to feel the slightest bit easy again I will challenge myself to push further.

The trail may be the same but the run is always different, ever changing. I needed to stop for a moment today to remind myself that I run for more than just physical fitness. I run as much with my mind and heart as I do with my legs. My speed may have slowed down but my love of running is as strong as ever.

Shelburne Half Training – Week 6 and 7

My half marathon training came to a screeching halt as of last Sunday when I stopped all formal exercise due to left shin and ankle pain. I rested, I took my homeopathic remedies, I iced, I ate healthy and drank lots of water. I did not exercise at all on Sunday, Monday or Tuesday.  I really babied the left leg. By Wednesday I was ready for something but not running. The pain had diminished to a vague awareness that something had been sore. While Carlos was in school I went to the gym and did some upper body strength exercises as well as 20 minutes on the Arc Trainer which placed no impact on my legs. The weather was sunny and cool. I was itching to get outside so I left the gym and headed to the college for a walk around the pond. I ended up walking a very leisurely two miles while reading blogs on my phone and soaking up the sunshine. In my calendar I jotted down that I felt no pain just an awareness of sensation on the inner aspect of my left ankle. The shin actually felt fine, but I still returned home and iced my lower leg and ankle immediately.

Not wanting to push it I took Thursday off completely from exercise. By Friday I was pain free, no twinges of pain or sensations so I decided to run. I didn’t wear my Garmin. I just took off at a slow pace and I ran one full loop around the reservoir. I told myself before I set out that if I felt any discomfort or the slightest hint of pain I would stop running. It was ridiculously windy at the reservoir, but that didn’t stop me. I ran at a very comfortable pace. I was really just happy to be back out there. I walked at times because of the wind pushing at me. There seemed to be no escaping it. I felt like I was in a gigantic bowl and never once had the wind at my back.

This photo doesn't really show how windy it is, but the waves were kicking up with the wind.

After the run I went home and iced. I felt fine throughout the day and into the night at work. However, I decided to take it easy over the weekend and just do strength training and the Arc Trainer at the gym. I’ve discovered the medicine ball recently. Thanks to my Nike Training app and a Tone It Up workout posted by Errign the other day. I know it’s no big discovery but it’s new to me and I like the variation of exercises. Both Saturday and Sunday mornings were spent at the gym doing whatever I wanted except for running. I had no plan, just kind of winged it. It was a welcome change for me.

The weekend was busy but very enjoyable. On Saturday morning Orlando, Carlos and I were on clean up duty at the park where Carlos plays soccer. We raked and packed bags full of leaves and other debris still left over from the crazy fall weather last year. We returned to the field later in the day for Carlos’ soccer game. He scored his first goal and his team won!!! It was so exciting especially considering his team did not win one game last season. Carlos has been on cloud nine since, but not so much about scoring the goal. He is just really loving soccer this season. His new coach is fantastic. Many of the kids are the same and all the parents are super nice so it’s a good time at practice and the games.

My little soccer player

On Sunday Carlos and I played outside all morning into early afternoon. We played catch, cars, lounged on the grass and chit chatted. Later in the day Orlando and I walked along a local rail trail while Carlos rode his scooter. Despite the chill in the air we hit a nearby farm for local homemade ice cream on the way home. I had the honey ice cream. It was delicious. I’ve learned to order a kids size cone so I can enjoy myself without going overboard, plus I try to keep dairy to the bare minimum if possible. We were all exhausted that evening. Everyone chuckles when I tell them that my child goes to bed around 6:45-7pm most nights. It’s true but he’s also usually ready for bed by then. He sleeps really well because he is so active all day.

My precious boy...peeking in on him sleeping never gets old.

Since my longest long run throughout this training was 11 miles I woke up Monday itching to get a longish run in. I had absolutely no intentions of running a double digit run so I settled on about 7.5 miles, half of the half. Again I didn’t bring my Garmin, I just ran at a comfortable pace. I felt great throughout the run and after. I iced and took some Ibuprofen to ward off any exercise induced swelling. Perhaps it did its job or maybe I’m healed. Whatever the case I plan to take it easy the rest of the week. Today I did some strength training at the gym. Tomorrow I will do something, not sure what yet, maybe a walk while Carlos is at school or possibly a light short run. Thursday will be a rest day and Friday a walk.

I think it’s important to have goals and to strive to improve in everything you do, but not at the risk of injuring yourself permanently. I’m not an elite athlete, hell I’m not even an athlete. I cannot afford to hurt myself and risk being unable to work or care for my son. I hope to continue running comfortably for a very long time. I will always set goals and try to get better, but I assure you I will only push so far. If running has taught me anything it has taught me to listen very carefully to what my body is telling me.

Saturday morning is the half marathon in Shelburne, VT. I will be running this one for fun and with complete gratitude to my body for healing itself once again.

Healthy Heart Challenge

Lori from Finding Radiance is hosting a Healthy Heart Weekend. The idea is to challenge yourself to do some sort of activity this weekend to promote heart health. I had heard about the Healthy Heart Challenge from a few blogs that I read. I am so glad to have discovered Lori’s site as a result and I signed up to take place in the challenge. If you haven’t read Lori’s story please do as it is very inspiring.

My goal was to run a solo 5K in under 30 minutes. I jumped out of bed this morning and got ready to run. There was a light snow falling outside. I love running in the snow! Off I went. I kept my pace under 6mph and finished strong.

Healthy Heart Challenge Results

I rocked my challenge. I felt great. I’ve been working on improving my speed for my upcoming 10K and I’ve been seeing some progress. The snow didn’t amount to much but you can almost catch a glimpse of the light dusting on the ground behind my arm.

Did anyone else take part in the challenge? If not what kind of activity did you do today? The day isn’t over yet so get out there and give your heart a little love.

High energy

I’m bubbling with energy today. I woke up at 4:20 and bounded out of bed to go to the gym. Seriously that never happens. I always have the best of intentions to get my workout done early before my husband goes to work so I don’t have to do it later in the day especially since I have to work tonight. I did a speed training workout, some upper body strength training and then back at home I did an hour of Plyometrics. As tough as it is to wake up that early I am always much more energetic when I do.

Before I even got to Florida for the marathon I had my mind set on my next goal…improve my speed. The last two years I have competed in the Bridge of Flowers 10K in Shelburne Falls, MA. It is one of my favorite races. In 2010 I ran it in 1:07:36 and last year I finished in 1:04:16. I was floored that I had managed to shave 3 minutes off my time especially given that mile 3 is a seriously steep ascent up what is known as Crittendon Hill. Hill my ass. It is a small mountain. Yet despite the “hill” I know I can do better. I am determined to get my 10K time at this race under 1:00 and 59:59 would be acceptable!

I have until August to get ready for the Bridge of Flowers so in the meantime I’ve got my sights set on the Holyoke, MA St. Patrick’s Day 10K Road Race. I’ve never run this race before despite the fact that it is a very popular race in my area and the hospital I work for is usually a sponsor of the race. This is a big weekend in Holyoke which at one time boasted a large Irish immigrant population. An interesting fact, the St. Patrick’s Day Parade which is held the day after the race is the 2nd largest in the country. Second only to New York City’s St. Patrick’s Day Parade.

I’m not Irish and I’m not a huge fan of parade’s, but running I can do. I’m excited to run this race. I know lots of people running it and I’ve run much of the course without even realizing it when I was training for the marathon. It’s not an easy course either. There are multiple good size hills to contend with.

The St. Patrick’s Day Race will serve as a test run, if you will, for Shelburne Falls. I will be able to gauge my time, my strengths and weaknesses. Once again I am following a Hal Higdon training plan. I preplanned my 10K training schedule prior to the marathon. After the marathon I gave myself a full week off save for a couple of very slow, short runs just to stretch my legs out and a few walks. The next week I began my new training schedule but it started out with some easy running and strength training.

It’s hard to believe that I just started week 4 of the training. I am loving it so far. It is a mix of tempo runs, pace runs, speed intervals training, strength training and I’ve also thrown in some Plyometrics for good measure. A coworker who has worked as a track coach recommended the plyometrics to improve speed, balance and agility. I just so happened to have a burned copy of the P90X Plyometrics DVD. It’s lots of squats with bursts of jumps amongst other exercises. I couldn’t walk the day after I did it for the first and second time. Today was my third attempt. We’ll see how I’m doing tomorrow!  

I am working on putting my race schedule together for the year. That sounds really weird to write. Seriously who am I that I have a race schedule? It’s really fun to check out races all over the place and figure out what new and interesting locales I can check out this year. Anyway it’s looking really exciting but not written in stone just yet so more on the schedule once I am able to actually register for some of the races. I can say that there may be another marathon, a possible international race and as I mentioned above a return to an old favorite with a big PR goal. 

Marathon Training Week 14

What a week! I feel the need to interject here that I am not a marathon coach, I have never run a marathon before and I am not in any way suggesting that anyone follow my plan. My marathon training plan is based on Hal Higdon’s Novice 2 Marathon Training Guide. However, the schedule that I set for myself has been in a state of disarray since I broke my rib. I am in the process of getting it back in order. So please bear with me. Week 14 was both a mess and a small success.

Date

Scheduled Run

Actual Workout

Sunday, 10/16/11 6 Mile Run 6 Mile Run

 

Monday, 10/17/11 5 Mile Run 30 minutes on the Arc Trainer

upper body strength training including 1st bench press

3.5 mile trail run later in the day

 

Tuesday,  10/18/11 Rest Day Rest Day

 

Wednesday, 10/19/11 7 Mile Run Nothing

 

Thursday, 10/20/11 Strength Training Nothing

 

Friday, 10/21/11 5 Mile Pace Run 15 Mile Run (not a typo)

Long walk later with Carlos

 

Saturday, 10/22/11 15 Mile Run Rest Day

 

Week 14 was all about listening to my body. It started out as planned. I had every intention of following my calendar. I hit the gym Monday morning instead of going for a run while Carlos was at school because he was supposed to have a play date in the afternoon at a friend’s house which would give me enough time to complete the 5 mile run. I did some strength training and was excited about my first bench press experience. I do want to note that I used very light weight. I was more interested in learning the proper form of a bench press. At no time before, during or after was I in any pain or discomfort. I ran comfortably in the afternoon. Unfortunately the play date was cut short at the last minute and I could only do 3.5 miles.

Monday night at work I developed a dry irritating cough. It would not let up no matter how many cups of tea, water, cough drops and hard candies I had throughout my shift. I was grateful that Tuesday was a rest day because although I felt fine by midmorning I began feeling twinges in the injured rib area every time I coughed. Fortunately, for whatever reason, the cough subsided throughout the day. I slept fine with no coughing spells before work. Then, it seemed, as soon as I walked through the hospital doors the cough was back and didn’t let up until the next day. The unit I work on is old, dry and dusty. I also think I had a touch of seasonal allergies. By Wednesday morning I was bracing myself for every cough. My back felt fine unless I coughed with even the slightest force. It felt like shocks going from my right lower back down through my buttocks. I knew before the night was over that I would not run while Carlos was at school. Instead I rested and continued to take it easy for the remainder of Wednesday and Thursday. I resumed taking Ibuprofen. I upped my intake of mineral tea and even drank not so tasty Thera Flu.

By Friday morning I felt like myself again. I wasn’t coughing. My legs felt good. I wanted to run. I didn’t care how far. I just wanted to get back out there and give it a go. I dropped Carlos off at school and drove to the reservoir. I ran six easy, steady miles before taking a break. I had nowhere to go, no plans so I decided to keep going. I completed another four miles before heading back to the car for another break and to make a decision.

I have never run a distance longer than a half marathon. I may have run 13.5 miles before, but I’m not entirely sure. The point is at this time in my marathon training I was supposed to run 15 miles. Psychologically I have needed to push past the 13.1 mile marker for a while now. On this Friday morning the running goddesses were aligned. My breathing was steady and unlabored. My legs were feeling good. I had time (just barely but I could do it). My stomach was calm. The weather was absolutely perfect for running. All of my gear was charged and operating properly. Seriously there was no reason at that moment not to go for 15.

I did it! I ran 15 miles. It was slow and took me much longer than I would have liked. The last 3.5 miles were not fun and I took a few walk breaks. I finished it though with only seconds to spare before I had to get back to the school for Carlos. I am so glad that he’s only 4 years old and isn’t embarrassed yet by his drenched in sweat, red faced mother who looks like she just stumbled out of the desert in search of a glass of water. I was a sight for sure.

I know I was all over the place with my training this week, thus the mess. On the flip side I have finally broken through the half marathon mileage and that was a huge success for me both physically and mentally. I am really looking forward to getting back on track in the upcoming week.

Benched

After training for the Hartford ING Half Marathon last October I admit that I felt a little burnt out from running. I had been running nonstop for months and even continued beyond the half marathon to prepare to beat my personal record for two 5Ks. Once the race season ended I stopped running so much. As the weather turned colder I began visiting the gym more frequently. I did cardio on the Arc Trainer or Treadmill, but I also I started incorporating strength training exercises two to three times a week. I stuck to the few machines I knew and I used 5lb and 10lb free weights to do a routine I knew from a while ago. I did sit ups and stretching as well.

My body, once again shifted and changed in ways I had never seen it thanks to the strength training. I felt stronger and not as loose in certain areas. If you know what I mean!

In the spring I ventured into a local yoga studio after years of wanting to try it. I took a beginners yoga class almost every Monday for about 6 weeks. I loved it. It challenged my body in ways that it had never been challenged before. Unfortunately once the little guy finished school I no longer had the open window of time in my schedule to attend class. While my husband would have gladly assumed childcare responsibilities there were no classes when he was home in the evenings. Besides the fact that my evenings are limited due to my work schedule.  Yoga classes are a bit expensive on their own never mind having to pay someone to babysit Carlos. So I stopped going. I miss it though and hope to get back there soon.

I love running. It fit into my busy schedule at a time when nothing else really would. It provided much needed “me” time, time to think, time to not think, time to be alone, time just for myself. Running has taught me to push beyond my limits. It has proven to me that I CAN be athletic and be committed to activity.

However, as I look to the future, post-marathon, I am excited about new challenges, namely weight training and yoga. Running can be hard on the body over time. I don’t think that I will ever quit running but it might be nice to do it a little less. As I strive to achieve and maintain a healthy body weight I know that combining weight training and yoga with the running will be the most effective way for me to reach my goals.

Taking a cue from Marion at Affection for Fitness, I did something yesterday that I probably never would have done. When I finished up on the Arc Trainer I noticed this group I’ve seen many times before doing bench presses. They work out together nearly everyday of the week. I walked over and introduced myself, then boldly asked if they could give me an instruction on the bench press. I may have caught the group off guard at first, but I persisted. One of the guys set up the bench next to theirs and gave me a demonstration. Before I knew it everyone was giving me tips and different members of the group served as spotters as I completed a few reps based on their suggestion.

The group of two men and three women explained they have been strength training together for three years. They focus on different areas of the body each week day. Yesterday was back and chest. They all looked incredible and I was genuinely shocked by some of their ages.

I thanked them for their kindness, wiped down my bench and promptly hit my head on the bar! I could hear the oohs and ouches from behind. I was fine, but I’m sure my face was beet red as I turned and said my good byes. Well at least I gave them a chuckle 🙂

My gym is no frills, no trainers or classes. If I want to learn something then I must seek out the information or instruction. We are all there for the same purpose so I don’t feel funny asking people. The worse thing they can say is no. However, I know for sure that someday down the line when I look like I know what I’m doing and someone comes to me for instruction on how to bench press you better believe I will take the time to show them.

Don’t be afraid to try something new. You never know what you are capable of until you try.