My Noni has always been one of the most special people in my life. Aside from being her first grandchild I was also born on her birthday. Here we are on our most recent birthday this past August.
I know that no matter what she claimed about loving all of her grandchildren the same there was no denying that special bond we shared. I could gush on and on about what a truly wonderful person she is, not a bad, jealous, ill willing bone in her body. However, I’m drained emotionally and physically right now.
Noni is in the end stages of colorectal cancer. Last Friday she had a stroke. On Monday she was placed in a nursing home. This has pained my family greatly. My Mom and my aunt, her only children, struggled with the decision, but she cannot be alone for her own safety. Despite my grandmother’s pleas for the better part of her elderly life to remain as long as possible in her home she is, much to our surprise, very happy at the nursing home so far. She keeps telling us how comfortable she is and how nice everyone is being to her.
She is not the same though. She is very weak and tires easily. Her left side is nearly immobile. She needs assistance with everything including eating and repositioning herself in bed. She sleeps a lot, eats very little, chit chats with us briefly and occasionally allows us to wheel her to other parts of the nursing home.
I’ve been going to the nursing home everyday to be with her, sometimes twice a day. It’s where I need to be and want to be right now.
Oh Aimee. I’m so sorry to read all of this. It’s my hope that her final days are as comfortable as possible. 😦 Cancer is terrible . I will add her to the list of people I run for when I do Des Moines, IA’s Get Your Rear In Gear race every year.
That’s awesome Emily. I love the name of the race.
Sorry to hear this about your Noni, you are both in my thoughts. Hope you are healing up so you can run some anxiety and stress off.
So sorry to hear Aimee! I’ll keep her in my thoughts for sure. I hope she’s getting some good physical therapy!
I’m so sorry to hear this Aimee. That is so cool you share a birthday with her! I’m glad you are close enough to be able to spend so much time with her. And I am sure that she appreciates you for doing that!! Hang in there!
Sending good thoughts your way – it’s never easy to watch someone go through that. My Dad slowly withered away and it was so painful to see.