I have to go to a wake today and a funeral tomorrow.
I have to work again tonight and tomorrow night.
I have to clean my house, all of it, from top to bottom.
I have to vacuum the front porch.
I have to buy a new vacuum.
I have to go for a run…but it won’t happen today.
I have to train for a half marathon that I am running on June 5, 2011.
I have to sleep at some point today.
I have to stop eating peanut butter by the spoonful.
I have to stop blaming PMS.
I have to stop blaming myself.
I have to remember that I am only one person and I can only do so much.
I have to take a shower.
I have to take a deep breath.
I have to press pause for just a little bit.
