6.0

I brought Carlos to school this morning. For this first week of school the half-day preschoolers are only attending from 9 to 11 a.m. I took Carlos up to his classroom and then I headed out to the reservoir for a 6 mile training run. The sun was shining, a light breeze blowing and there was a hint of crispness signaling a change of season just around the corner, but for today I would enjoy these last moments of summer.

I took my normal route around the reservoir. I started out at a comfortable pace letting the music guide me. My legs felt light and my breathing was even. There was a smile on my face. I waved or mouthed good morning to everyone I passed.

I returned to the car for water after finishing four miles. I rested for a few minutes then took off again. It seemed as though everything was in sync on this run. My breathing became rhythmic and effortless. My legs felt like they could run forever. I picked up the pace and the smile on my face grew instantly bigger. I meant it too. I was truly happy to be running.

Marathon Training Week 6

This was not a stellar week by any means. Work, birthdays, husband’s work schedule and weather are not to blame, but all played a part in the outcome of this week in marathon training. I have maintained from day 1 of marathon training that my goal is not to be perfect, but to be flexible. Life happens. I will cross that finish line on January 8, 2012. I started my training early so that I could allow for interruptions and scheduling conflicts along the way. Here is the week in a nutshell:

Date

Scheduled Run

Actual Workout

Sunday, 8/23/11 Rest Day
Monday, 8/22/11 3 miles I ran about 1.3 miles at the college track while Carlos rode his bike then later I ran about 2 miles around. It was a chopped up 3 miles but the best I could do.
Tuesday, 8/23/11 5 miles 5 miles
Wednesday, 8/24/11 3 miles Really was not feeling the run. Did 30 minutes on the arc trainer followed by lower body strength training.
Thursday, 8/25/11 Rest Day 3 miles at the college
Friday, 8/26/11 6 miles Walked a slow mile around the pond at the college with Carlos.
Saturday, 8/27/11 12 miles 8.22 miles around home before torrential downpour began and forced me to call it a day. Hello Hurricane Irene!

I fell 9.5 miles short of my intended mileage. I’m not the least bit worried or upset about this. I truly did the best that I could. I have a plan to make up for my shortcomings. My long run for this upcoming Saturday calls for 9 miles. Well since I did almost 9 miles this week I will trade the long runs for these two weeks. I will do a 12 mile long run this Saturday. Carlos starts school this week so I will use Wednesday and Friday to make up some of the mileage I missed last week. I will also try to incorporate a double workout tomorrow which will consist of a morning run after work and a strength training session in the evening.

I’m happy with my progress so far. I am excited about the week to come. The weather looks great. I am ready to run!

“Let no one think that flexibility and a predisposition to compromise is a sign of weakness or a sell-out.”Paul Kagame

Marathon Training Week 5

This was a good week in training. I was able to stick to my schedule for the most part. The weather was really rainy throughout the early part of the week. I know that I should run in all types of weather to feel comfortable on race day no matter what the day brings. I have run in the rain before and I’m sure that I will again. I have run in the cold and on snowy days. I have run in extreme humidity. I prefer to run outside but sometimes I just don’t feel like getting wet. So there were a few treadmill days this week.

Sunday, 8/14/11 Rest Day

 

Monday, 8/15/11 6 Miles Adjusted the schedule a little bit because my husband was home from work. I did a longer run today and saved the shorter run for later in the week. Unfortunately due to the weather I ran this one inside at the gym.

 

Tuesday, 8/16/11 4 Miles I did this run after work at the gym thanks to a rainy morning.

 

Wednesday, 8/17/11 3 Miles On the treadmill again.

 

Thursday, 8/18/11 Rest Day Spent the day at the beach with my BFF and our kids.

 

Friday, 8/19/11 5 miles Finally able to run outside again!

 

Saturday, 8/20/11 11 miles A glorious 11 miles right after work on a cool sunny morning at the reservoir. Done by 9:30 am!

Thursday was spent on the Connecticut shore with my best friend, Missy, and her four boys. They are all really great kids ranging in age from 15 to 4. I never thought we would have children the same age although it was in our plans as children sitting on my front steps. She had her first three kids in her 20s and I didn’t have Carlos until I was 33 years old. I was so excited when she found out she was due with her fourth son just months after I was due.

I’ve literally known her all my life. We grew up across the street from each other. We have one of those friendships that require little or no effort. We don’t have to talk every day or even every week to know that if one of us needs the other we would be there. We are as different as night and day, but that never mattered.

My mother used to tell me “if you can count your true friends on one hand then you’re lucky.” I don’t have many true friends, but I do have a few. If I only had Missy I would still consider myself lucky.

Marathon Training Week 4

Week 4 was a challenging week. My grandmother was in the hospital and that took priority over my training. So I did the absolute best that I could and here is how it went.

Date

Scheduled Run

Actual Run/Workout

Sunday, 8/7/11 Rest Day 9 miles – long run from Week 3; done on the treadmill at the gym!
Monday, 8/8/11 3 miles Ran 1 sub 9 minute mile to Pilates and 1 mile back home
Tuesday, 8/9/11 6 miles Ran 3 miles at Lake Wyola while friend watched Carlos.
Wednesday, 8/10/11 3 miles “I am just not feeling the running today.” 30 minutes on the Arc Trainer at the gym
Thursday, 8/11/11 Rest Day 3.10 miles at the college in an attempt to make up some of the missed miles
Friday, 8/12/11 5 miles Got up at 4:15 to get run done before Orlando left for work. Only did 4.2 miles but felt strong and maintained close to a 10 min mile throughout. Felt really strong for this run.
Saturday, 8/13/11 Bridge of Flowers 10K (6.2 miles) Bridge of Flowers 10K (6.2 miles)

I calculated that I missed 4.7 miles during Week 4. I’m working hard to include some of those missed miles in my runs this week. I’m not sure if I can do it, but I’m trying. Running simply does not come first in my life. The purpose of a schedule is to hold me accountable and to have a guideline to follow. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again, flexibility in my running plan will be the key to my success.

I’m already in good shape this week, even a little ahead of the game. If I continue as planned I will indeed make up some of the mileage I missed last week.

I am off for the next two nights and looking forward to a trip to the Connecticut shore with Carlos, of course, and my oldest and dearest BFF and her four boys! I’ll be keeping my fingers crossed for a sunny day.

Flowery

On Saturday, August 13, 2011 I ran my first repeat race. A year ago I ran the Bridge of Flowers 10K in Shelburne Falls, MA. I knew that I would run it again this year. It’s a great race in a beautiful location with a fabulous after race event. The spectator support is incredible along the way. The event runs like a well oiled machine thanks to the dedicated volunteers and sponsors.

We were up at 6 and the sun was too! I began race day as I always do, with a piece of peanut butter and banana toast. We were out the door by 7:15. I love having my guys with me on race day.

We parked in the free parking area at the elementary school. I walked a block to pick up my race packet while Orlando stayed with Carlos at the school playground. I returned to the parking area to pin my number on and take some pre-race photos.

Really Mom, another race?

Carlos and I on the Bridge of Flowers

View from the Bridge of Flowers

Runners line up on the Iron Bridge for the race start

And just like that it was time to join the other runners on the Iron Bridge. The start of this race is divided into men on the right and women on the left, but no one seems to really enforce it too much. I did join the ladies on the left. Before I knew it the National Anthem was sung and we were off. I always have little butterflies as I start a race, and this one was no exception. I took off at a steady pace, not too fast, not too slow. The spectators were cheering loudly. The first two miles take you through the town and back over the Iron Bridge. Just after mile two is “the hill.” It is a half mile of increasingly steep incline that doesn’t seem to end until all of a sudden you are met with a dirt road that flattens out and then gives way to some much needed declines. If you really must know it is actually a small mountain. I tried to run it but came to a crushing halt up the first ascent. I walked it along with everyone else around me.

The race finishes just over the Iron Bridge where it all started. For the last 3 miles I kept seeing the same woman in gray shorts. We were often neck and neck or one of us was just slightly ahead of the other. After mile 4 I didn’t see her for a bit. I thought she had passed me. She was in fabulous shape. I envied her long lean legs imagining how much swifter I might move if they were on me. Then I realized that I wasn’t doing too bad with my own legs. Around mile 5 she surpassed me. Spurred on by friendly competition and the motivation to beat my last year’s time, I sped up a bit. Again we took turns passing each other. As we entered the bridge for the last time she was coming up on my heels. I began sprinting as the time clock came into view. The lady in the gray shorts and I crossed the finish line at exactly the same time. As soon as I caught my breath I approached her. We shook hands and congratulated each other. I appreciated the push at the end. Thanks Gail!

So how did I do? I did great. I finished in 1:04:16. Last year’s finish was 1:07:36. It was a great improvement in my opinion. My only goal was to finish a second or more under last year’s time. I did that and more. The hill really slowed me down. Even though I train on hills this one was clearly no match for my training. My husband did manage to take a pretty bad ass photo of me as I neared the finish line.

Now that's determination!

Can

Can’t

Can

Candor

Cancer

It’s been one hell of a week. I did the absolute best I could to follow my marathon training plan but as of today I fell 7 miles short of my scheduled mileage. Tomorrow morning I am running the Bridge of Flowers 10K for the second year in a row. The race begins and ends on the Bridge of Flowers in lovely Shelburne Falls, MA. My time last year was 1:07:36. Now, as always, I maintain that I am not seriously concerned about my time, but what is the point of training and running as often as I do if not to improve ever so slightly. I would love to finish in any amount of time under last year’s time. The kicker of this race is that mile two is all uphill…it is a seriously steep incline the entire mile. I will be repeating over and over in my head as I climb the small mountain, “I think I can, I think I can.”

My son has enjoyed a huge accomplishment this week. The training wheels have come off! It took a total of three rides at the college track before he was starting, stopping and turning entirely on his own. I listened to him bemoan more than a few times, “I can’t do it.” That doesn’t fly in my house. All day long I listen to people make excuses for why they aren’t following their dreams, working at a job they enjoy, making themselves healthier, etc. I hear a lot of “I can’t.” If you think you can’t then you can’t. I refuse to feel sorry for people who have the means to make positive changes and choose not to. So I really do try to instill in my son the notion that he absolutely CAN do anything he sets his mind to.

Yes he CAN!

I care what people think about me; probably way too much. I am the first person to point out my flaws along with the short comings of my own child. My husband and I are doing the absolute best we can to raise a polite, respectful, friendly little boy. The other day a friend offered some unsolicited advice when she noted that in her opinion Carlos has been very hyperactive lately and had I considered that he might have ADD or ADHD, better known as Attention Deficit Disorder or Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder. While her candor did not surprise me, I instantly felt as though I had been punched in the stomach. I’m hyper aware of my son’s behavior. I pounce on him as soon as he exhibits anything less than acceptable behavior. Is he active? Yes. Hyperactive? sometimes. Is he able to pay attention? Yes. This friend explained that if I got it diagnosed early it would save the trouble that her oldest daughter went through as a teenager.

Needless to say I called the pediatrician’s office and was able to get an appointment for Wednesday. I didn’t want my friend to think I wasn’t concerned about my son’s behavior. The pediatrician did a thorough assessment of Carlos. He asked me question after question as well. The doctor was witness to Carlos’ behavior in a small office with not much to do for over an hour. The pediatrician’s diagnosis: Carlos is a healthy, normal four year old. “His behavior is actually better than most kids his age.” I’ve always been one of those people that others feel as though they can speak candidly to. I appreciate my friend’s concern, I do, but it stings.

Lastly, my grandmother is finally home from the hospital. She was discharged tonight. On Wednesday the results from her biopsy showed cancer of the colon. Sadly she was informed of this while lying in a hospital bed alone. The oncologist disregarded the request of my mother and my aunt to allow them to be present when the results came in. I arrived shortly after my grandmother received the news. She was calm and accepting. She insisted that she wasn’t scared or upset. She adamantly refuses to even consider chemotherapy or radiation. As she says, “I’m almost 85 years old. I’ve lived a good life.” There is no indication that her days are numbered. We’ll know more when we meet with the oncologist. As a nurse I respect my grandmother’s wishes 100%. As her granddaughter I also respect her wishes. Her attitude is tremendously positive. She is a fighter and I know that she is in no way giving up. She just doesn’t want to spend her days going to and from doctors appointments and treatments while growing weak, sickly and tired. She is of sound mind and has the right to make this decision. No matter what we can support her, care for her and love her.

Marathon Training Week 3

Sunday, July 31, 2011 – Rest Day
Monday, August 1, 2011 – 5 miles
Tuesday, August 2, 2011 – Walked about 4 miles a friend then did 2 miles in under 20 minutes. Swapped out the 5 mile run I was supposed to do today and did the 5 miles yesterday. Today should have been 3 miles but I figured that the walk more than compensated for the mile that I missed with the run.
Wednesday, August 2, 2011 – 5 miles
Thursday, August 3, 2011 – 3 miles
Friday, August, 4, 2011 – Rest Day
Saturday, August 5, 2011 – unintentional Rest Day

When I planned out my training calendar it was important to account for flexibility. This week was a perfect example of how to maintain training momentum amidst unplanned events. I flip flopped runs at the beginning of the week simply because that is what worked best for that particular day. My 5 mile run on Wednesday was horrible. My legs felt really heavy and tired. On Thursday, I took my run inside at the gym so that I could do some strength training as well. My planned long run on Saturday did not happen because I wanted to spend time with my grandmother at the hospital and also needed to sleep before work.

All winter I did strength training 2-3 times a week. I was feeling really strong and fit. It recently dawned on me that I have only done scattered strength training for the past few months. Now that the weather is nicer I prefer to be outdoors. I haven’t thought about going to the gym just to strength train. I am going to try to incorporate at least two days of weights or some other form of strength training activity like yoga, Pilates or Boot Camp.

So far I am really happy with my marathon training. I realize I have started about a month earlier than necessary, but I needed the structure. We will see how this week goes now that Carlos is done with day camp. I will have to get creative in order to sneak in my runs.

Marathon Training Week 2

Week 2 was a hot and humid week, but I managed to get my runs done in the morning since Carlos was at camp for the week. Here is a breakdown of my runs by day:

Sunday, July 24, 2011 – Rest Day

Monday, July 25, 2011 – 3.5 miles

Tuesday, July 26, 2011 – 5 miles

Wednesday, July 27, 2011 – 3 miles

Thursday, July 28, 2011 – Rest day

Friday, July 29, 2011 – 5 miles

Saturday, July 30, 2011 – 8 miles (and a steep hike later in the day)

My long run pretty much sucked this week. It was really humid by the time I set out around 9 a.m. though the temperature was only about 80 degrees. I didn’t have nearly enough water to drink. I also had a potentially running related worry on my mind the entire time which I will write more about this week. Instead of running the hills I walked them which is so unlike me.

I finished my run at the college track in town where I met my husband and son. Carlos was practicing riding his bike without training wheels for the first time. He was doing great as I came up the sidewalk to meet him. Then he wobbled, the bike tipped and down he went. He was fine, but he turned his head and mumbled something about giving up because it was hard. I tried to tell him how hard my run had been that morning but I didn’t quit. I know he doesn’t quite get it, but one day he will. He got back on and off he went. There were plenty more falls but we just kept explaining it was all part of learning to ride a bike. When you fall you have to pick yourself up, dust yourself off and get back on the bike.

I have a feeling that marathon training is going to be a lot like learning to ride a bike.  Saturday’s run may not have been my best, but I was back out there this morning ready to hit the trail.

Blueberries

Until this summer I had never been any kind of fruit picking. In June I went strawberry picking with Carlos and a bunch of friends. We managed to pick a large box of soft, ripe, sweet strawberries on the verge of going bad. It was hard work especially under the hot summer sun. No need for the gym that day as I got in numerous sets of squats and then some. I left with stained red hands and a new appreciation for farmers. We certainly take for granted what it involves getting fresh fruit and vegetables to the table.

On Thursday we had the opportunity to go blueberry picking. Four adults and six children let loose in the blueberry fields at Birdhaven Blueberry Farm…watch out! It was a gorgeous afternoon. The kids were reeling with energy after a long day of camp at the YMCA. Our guide, John, showed us which bushes were the best and then we were on our own with plastic buckets attached to our waist. The kids had smaller containers that they were supposed to fill and then empty into our larger buckets.

Carlos in the blueberry bushes

The blueberries were delicious. It was difficult not to eat them all, but eventually my bucket accumulated quite a bit of the luscious berries.

Bucket of Blueberries

We picked, we talked, we laughed and we ate. The girls took the blueberry picking quite seriously and managed to fill up their little containers. The boys ran around the bushes hiding on each other and us. They picked a few blueberries in between and ate more than we could count.

Serious blueberry picking

It was a fun afternoon. I made out with about 2.5 pounds of blueberries for only $6. The owners of the farm were so gracious especially considering the number of kids with us.

I resisted the urge to buy one of their homemade blueberry pies because I knew that I would probably be the one to eat most of it. They sure were pretty though.

Blueberry pie

Marathon Training Week 1

I am planning to wrap up each week of marathon training with a post describing my runs and workouts. Week 1 went as planned. I swapped a shorter run for a longer run because it just worked out better for my schedule. I ran a 5 miler at the gym because of the heat. I have a training calendar that outlines my runs each day until the marathon. However, my goal for marathon training is to keep it flexible. I intend on sticking to my weekly mileage but if I need to move a run to a different day then so be it. I will be throwing in some strength training as the weeks go on. When Carlos goes back to school I am planning to return to yoga once a week.

While it’s great to look at the big picture I know that in order to keep my head in the game I have to take it day to day. This is just the beginning and there is a long way to go. Here is a look at Week 1:

Sunday, July 17, 2011 – Rest Day

Monday, July 18, 2011 – 3 mile run

Tuesday, July 19, 2011 – Walked about 2.5 miles with a friend

Wednesday, July 20, 2011 – 5 mile run (had a 3 mile run scheduled but did Thursday’s 5 mile run because it worked out better with my schedule)

Thursday, July 21, 2011 – 3 mile run

Friday, July 22, 2011 – 5 mile run (done on the treadmill at the gym due to heat and humidity)

Saturday, July 23, 2011 – 6 mile run

This week was all about getting back into a routine, following a schedule and simply running. I didn’t focus too much on my time. Down the road I will be adding some speed training and pace runs. The week was extremely hot and even hit 100 degrees by Friday. I ran around 9 a.m. every day. I stay very well hydrated. I tend to run a bit slower when it’s this hot. I felt great and I’m looking forward to Week 2. Stay tuned!!